Wednesday, July 24, 2013

journal nonsense cont.

will it get easier? perhaps. this life is so complicated, and completely unfair. but thats what life is. should I give up and just quit, or should I keep pushing through. I want to make it out alive. I want to mean something to someone. I don't want to be worthless anymore. what do I have to do? scratching myself till I bleed, that helped for a little bit. but now its just a habit that's destroying the same patch of skin over and over again. I want someone to notice me. I want someone to care about me and love me for who I am. I WANT TO MATTER!
I want this life to get easier. the sad thing is ...
I enjoy the pain of hurting myself.
-help

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